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  • sleep

    I've tried lots and lots and lots of times to get myself on a more "normal" schedule. It's practically the story of my life. I think one of the reasons that I always end up falling back into staying up late is this: I…

  • vicious cycle

    Why can't I be the one in control of my own moods? Why is it everyone and everything else that flips the switches, and I feel helpless to change them? And then I have to feel guilty, because "I know I shouldn't be feel…

  • small and big blessings

    I haven't gone shopping in way too long, but I still managed to rustle up some lunch ingredients, and had enough to make three lunches plus a snack, and a little bit left over. It was kinda cool how it worked out to be …

  • conflicted

    I am conflicted, because I don't want you to think for a minute that things are any better. I still feel like a complete fake at work and school, I still haven't spent any time at all on the tasks that I am supposed to …

  • reality

    at these times, I always question, what is reality? I am excellent at pushing things aside, especially when spending time with friends... this weekend was awesome and oh so cool, but didn't realize how much I was ignori…

  • wall

    so much for asking what tomorrow brings... i've gone back to being afraid of tomorrow. i wonder if that's why i have such a hard time going to bed. maybe i am afraid of tomorrow coming. i never thought of it that wa…

  • blah

    It is gray and dreary and chilly and wet outside perfectly matching my mood I don't want to go anywhere. Or do anything. I'm sure the world will be just fine if I hide in bed for a few days. *deep sigh and heads off…

  • the top of the sine curve ;)

    Have I ever told you that God is the main source of irony in my life? (Yeah, yeah, I know, only about 10 zillion times...) I feel calmer and closer to God right at this moment than I have in... months at least. I feel…

  • blah

    i do not want to be here, i do not want to go to work tomorrow, i can't find my razor, i can't figure out what's going on with my facebook photo albums, i reeeeeally want some ice cream but can't have any now, there were…

  • not fair

    it's not fair... every so often it just feels like everything suddenly goes wrong and my life is a sorry excuse for a life... and it feels so out of my control. i just need a lot of prayer right now, i guess... because…

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